Hmm wow the year has practicalli flown and with a birthday in december i watched evry1 celebrate their birthday wif glee and think of again why mine is so late of in the year. But sometimes its great like now when i think of it i get a brilliant opportunity to think of my year as a whole and how i have matured or changed as a person in the last year. It being in the last month of the year puts it into much more perspective. Hmm so this is my reflection for 17...The two major thing that has happened to me in my 17th year was truly my independence and my ability to move on. After my seventh birthday i kinda drifted from people who were my left right and evrythin else with my graduation from secondary school, i stuttered for a long time without these frens to lean on and when left all alone i found i had the ability to be on my own and the ability to stand on my two feet, although i am still dependent on my parents for food and lodging all else i pay for, i am steady in my work and school and that has helped me mature a lot faster than i shld have, Also the ability to move on were relationships that i went thru and unfortunateli suffered, these two relationships taught me the hard way of learning heart break and taught me that sometime what u want is not necessarily what u need. These two lessons coupled with new frens, new workin scenarios and plenty of pleasant memories completed my seventeenth year of my life.
The reason i m writin this blog from day 1 is for my own personal reading years down the road and where i mite forget lil lil things and this entry is one i wanna read when i am five years down the road and waiting for my 23rd bdae reflecting on the past year. *note* i always want to be the first to be wish people and feel tat by doin so i am special. lol stupid i knw but its juz a belief i have. Likewise i always note whu were the first to wish me and i shall update this entry when the day has past to see whu was the first* Dec 3 2004 21:26Pm
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